Thoughts of a guy...

Hi all, When I was little kid I was so happy & free. Of course I would have bad days and the people around me were not always happy. I was abused sexually, mentally, physically, and emotionally by family members. Like many people I experienced depression, being ostracized, eating disorders, and low self-esteem. I cared so much about everything and everyone's opinion of me that I became a robot. A very angry, very fearful robot who tried to conform to be accepted and loved. Unfortunately, about a year ago a person who really loved me for me and wanted the best for me exited my life. I actually pushed them out way before they left. I became fearful and started thinking, "what if he finds another girl?" or "I'm not pretty or happy enough for him" etc. etc. All that worry and negative thinking became a self-fulfilling prophesy. Then I decided my life was so screwed up and "over" it was time to end it. So I tried to end it

Dear Jaded Straight Men, I know many women have failed you. I know your heart has endured a lot of stomping, your pride has been shattered, your trust has been compromised and your spirit has been abused. But, you’re not alone — in fact, many women have been in your shoes. It’s so easy to get frustrated, to call all women whores then chug a beer and stumble out the door for a night of debauchery. That’ll show them, right? Nope, that’s not going to prove anything except that you’re too drunk and too obnoxious to be in public. You must understand that women do not exist solely for sex. By only worrying about why she won’t sleep with you, you’re missing the point entirely — just because a woman got dressed and went out to a bar does not mean that she is out for sex. It’s shameful for you to believe that women go out with the intention of going home with you. Stop immediately and adjust your mentality. Men, I know you don’t all think and act this way, but when you partake in conv