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My web site...

Hey guys I have made a website it is basically my assignement for Web Programming class. But I will develop it more properly and will frequently update it. I have only used XHTML and CSS 4r now. I will add javascript and other functionality. The url is parikshit.me

Santa Clara University...

Hey I loved the orientation today it was the best. I met so many new people :) and it was awsm!!! Loooveeed it. I have a great feeling about the university. Hope that will achieve all the goal made. Life is good ohh yeah ohh yeah...

18th Floor Balcony: Blue October

I lost of piece of me in you, I think I left it in your arms. I forget the reasons I got scared. But remembered that I cared quite a lot. You see but lately I've been on my own Yeah one, but one by choice. You see that's a first for me This only me. Yeah, There's only me. And now I realize, for once, It's just me. It's just me. It's just me and I'll find a way to make it. There's no one left to stop me. Here I go, can we take it From the top. So wide, So long, So sad I wanna be strong. Don't try to take this from me. I've already spent living half my life undone. So wide, So long, So sad I wanna be strong. Don't try to take this from me. I've already spent my life living half undone. I've been talking to my aunts and uncles Mon and dad again. I've been finding out that I have what this world has called friends. I've tried to push them all away. They push me back and wanna stay, And that's

The truth of doing M.S in US

hey guys, I learned one thing today, we just got out of college (B.E) and go to a bank take a loan and start our masters, but what we don't see coming is the twelve lakhs burden on us on the day we graduate. So my advise, don't go for ranking in selecting a university, make sure you have enough to pay and have a GA, TA or on campus so that you don't have to rely on your parents for every thing. Even I have depend on them too much and that makes me sad and unhappy. So please go and work.

CCNA…

Hi I am going to appear for my CCNA on the 13th Aug 2010, I still have to seriously start studying :( it seems to me that I still have not learned my lesson. After all the things that I have been through now is the proper time that I study hard and try to recover from my mistakes. I need to so it. This time I will do it. Hard work leads to success not the crazy talk.

Got IPhone 3G... :)

Hey guys, with the launch of Iphone4 every one is moving to one of those and I got a good deal and so now I am moving to Iphone 3G :) hehe, actually I have got this phone for my GF and soon I will send it to her and a gift. Hope that I will surprise her :). Love,Peace,Truth

New University...

Hey I got admitted in SCU today... and its awesome, I feel everything happens for a reason. I really don't know how I feel but I am feeling exited and scared at the same time. I want to be a different person and I can start that from right now :) Love Me

My Bday 2010

Hey hi, Its my bday and I feel like the shittiest person in the whole world. I really don't know why I am feel so awful. This pitiful in my stomach is making me feel depressed. It may be because after 23 year (since my birth) this is the first time I am not with my family celebrating my bday. I always wanted it to be different and now it is, but I am not able to make full use of it. I think smoking some weed will make it better. Only if my frnd is able so score some, which I hope he does. I don't know why I am continuously staring towards my mobile phone, it seems like I am waiting for someone to call me and say happy birthday :-o. I need to get out of this place and go out. I don't know why but I feel like I am love deprived, and now this being "said" I don't feel bad at all, or for the matter, love deprived. I really don't give a shit if someone call me. This feeling in my stomach will go off once I hit the road. I love you, will miss u '

My Brother's Engagement...

Hey I am happy happy happy... my brother got married...no no engaged yesterday(i.e. on 28th June 2010). We grew up so fast, the time flew by just like that. It is really amazing that he got to marry the girl he loved so much, I am really happy for him. I hope that he gets all the best in his life. I really miss every one in my home pai, maa, dadu, nanijee, meri sab se acchi mausi jee hmm I really really miss every one. And today on 1st of july today is my mum's bday. I really wish she should be the happiest person. I know she is missing me a lot, but I miss her more than anyone else :-o. I love ya mum... I wish you many many happy returns of the day. And for my father I love you too. - Son

Ecstatic News...

My girlfriends parents have finally agreed upon my marriage. Now its my parents turn to return the favor. I think it will be a good idea that we get married happily without any complication or disagreement of any kind. Will make every thing right. Love is gratifying.

Sometimes when you least expect it, you get it

Hey guy's and gals this is the most common phenomenon that happens in everybody's life. Your life is in a mess or you are feeling so down but suddenly some good change in your life helps you to get back on right track. It is like when a door closes several other are opened and it up to us to see the new opportunity and grab it. I really feel that some it works in other way round you are in deep shit and then you come to know that you might get something you wanted all along but now that you have it you can't really have it. :( It is like You can't have the cake and eat it too. Life has so much to give but I really think that we try and close our eyes for the bad thing that happen to us but in reality those experiences are the one from which we actually learn and grow up. It is rightly said that "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger".

Life, Options, Choices

"I don't no what is going on?" This is the line which you usually here from people that dont know what to do in life and are confused. But from my experience these are the people who are afird to say the truth, face the fact and reply to there loved ones or the person they care about or hate. Life gives you many options and it you who should figure them out and move forward. I really did not knew my potential but now that I have started to figure out myself I feel delighted and satisfied. They say that family is the best thing that you can have and it comes first. But what if you don't want to be with your family, you are better off without anyone. This is not true because when you are in need of something you go back to them, your family, asking for help begging them to be with you. It does not works that way you just can not use any person and throw them away like that, you need to be with them till the end. I am watching the show californication, lie to me

Who really cares for you...

I know that it is one of the most crappy topic but I have secleted it for the reason that I faced some problems in my life... they were not exactly problems but the way the people react and the way I react on their reaction. About the ego of a person or the ability to let go and dont feel anything. I am writing all this because I feel that I am a guy who need to learn so much in life and I have so many questions. I would really like if someone can help me. But I know that helping is not a solution I really need to lean things on my own. Get out of the circle of comfort and feel the world as it is and how it may come to me. I as a whole am learning so many things and still feel that I know nothing about the ways of the world. It all started with the feeling misconception that you know someone and he changes in ways you can not imagine. But also on the same side you are a changed person yourself but even you did not expect that from yourself. Giving some theory/concept is way more easier

Nobody's Home - Avril

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from

Socket Programming

The 207 Project is now coming to a end. I have to submit it coming Tuesday so lets hope that ever thing will go right ;) I am working on forking in C language. By the end of this month my second semester will be over and summer breaks will start. I am really looking forward to my result(haha have not even faced the finals). Also waiting for the interview call from some company. ... If we're growing, we're always going to be out of our comfort zone.

200 Midterm…

Oh god… this subject Computer Architecture… I have a mid term of the subject on Monday…hehe that is tomorrow, right after my spring breaks. Lets hope for the best…

Spring Break...

Hey all, Spring Break is going on and I am stuck in my house with CMPE200, have a mid term on monday, just want to get out and chill out, relex...will do that after a bit of studying.

Nobody listens...

Hmm...every person in his life has some of his philosophy and some beliefs that are usually hard to change and if you try to change them then you are trying to interfere with there personal life. I also as a normal man have some beliefs and I stick too them no matter what...wait a minute what believes are we actually talking about...hmm believe that I wont lie to my loved ones as I want the relationship to be based on truth and only truth but what if... I recently went on a trip with some of friends and friends friends and I saw every one of them (really "every one") had there own different believes and thoughts and they were sticking to it no matter what. I really thought that there believes" are they that important or the position that they are in right now is it due to those so called believes. I mean how can you differentiate between stubbornness and a believe and what if what you believe in is false is not true but still you are sticking to it thinking that one day
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