Thoughts of a guy...

I know that it is one of the most crappy topic but I have secleted it for the reason that I faced some problems in my life... they were not exactly problems but the way the people react and the way I react on their reaction. About the ego of a person or the ability to let go and dont feel anything. I am writing all this because I feel that I am a guy who need to learn so much in life and I have so many questions. I would really like if someone can help me. But I know that helping is not a solution I really need to lean things on my own. Get out of the circle of comfort and feel the world as it is and how it may come to me. I as a whole am learning so many things and still feel that I know nothing about the ways of the world. It all started with the feeling misconception that you know someone and he changes in ways you can not imagine. But also on the same side you are a changed person yourself but even you did not expect that from yourself. Giving some theory/concept is way more easier...

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from ...

The 207 Project is now coming to a end. I have to submit it coming Tuesday so lets hope that ever thing will go right ;) I am working on forking in C language. By the end of this month my second semester will be over and summer breaks will start. I am really looking forward to my result(haha have not even faced the finals). Also waiting for the interview call from some company. ... If we're growing, we're always going to be out of our comfort zone.

Hey I am looking for an internship in a java or c/c++ oriented company. Hoping to get it soon.

Oh god… this subject Computer Architecture… I have a mid term of the subject on Monday…hehe that is tomorrow, right after my spring breaks. Lets hope for the best…

Hey all, Spring Break is going on and I am stuck in my house with CMPE200, have a mid term on monday, just want to get out and chill out, relex...will do that after a bit of studying.

Hmm...every person in his life has some of his philosophy and some beliefs that are usually hard to change and if you try to change them then you are trying to interfere with there personal life. I also as a normal man have some beliefs and I stick too them no matter what...wait a minute what believes are we actually talking about...hmm believe that I wont lie to my loved ones as I want the relationship to be based on truth and only truth but what if... I recently went on a trip with some of friends and friends friends and I saw every one of them (really "every one") had there own different believes and thoughts and they were sticking to it no matter what. I really thought that there believes" are they that important or the position that they are in right now is it due to those so called believes. I mean how can you differentiate between stubbornness and a believe and what if what you believe in is false is not true but still you are sticking to it thinking that one day...