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18th Floor Balcony: Blue October

I lost of piece of me in you,
I think I left it in your arms.
I forget the reasons I got scared.
But remembered that I cared quite a lot.

You see but lately I've been on my own
Yeah one, but one by choice.
You see that's a first for me
This only me.
Yeah, There's only me.
And now I realize, for once,
It's just me.
It's just me.
It's just me and I'll find a way to make it.
There's no one left to stop me.
Here I go, can we take it
From the top.

So wide,
So long,
So sad I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I've already spent living half my life undone.
So wide,
So long,
So sad I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take this from me.
I've already spent my life living half undone.

I've been talking to my aunts and uncles
Mon and dad again.
I've been finding out that I have what this world has called friends.
I've tried to push them all away.
They push me back and wanna stay,
And that's one good thing I have.

I'm gonna feel a peace in me,
I'm gonna feel at home.
I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone!
I wanna feel a punch inside my heart beat on the floor.
I don't wanna hurt no more.

Yeah it's just me.
It's just me and I'll find a way to make it.
There's no one left to stop me.
Here I go, can we take it
From the top.

So wide,
So long,
So sad, wanna be strong.
Don't try to take her from me,
I've already spent my life living half undone.
So wide,
So long,
So sad I wanna be strong.
Don't try to take her from me,
I've already spent my life living half undone.

It's me, the one who won before.
I used to smile, but don't no more.
I'm living just to watch it all go by.

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