I know that it is one of the most crappy topic but I have secleted it for the reason that I faced some problems in my life... they were not exactly problems but the way the people react and the way I react on their reaction. About the ego of a person or the ability to let go and dont feel anything. I am writing all this because I feel that I am a guy who need to learn so much in life and I have so many questions. I would really like if someone can help me. But I know that helping is not a solution I really need to lean things on my own. Get out of the circle of comfort and feel the world as it is and how it may come to me. I as a whole am learning so many things and still feel that I know nothing about the ways of the world. It all started with the feeling misconception that you know someone and he changes in ways you can not imagine. But also on the same side you are a changed person yourself but even you did not expect that from yourself. Giving some theory/concept is way more easier...